Saturday, 30 November 2013

SOLAT

azan telah berkumandang menandakan telah masuk waktu solat maghrib bagi kawasan kuala terengganu dan kawasan-kawasan yang sama waktu dengannya.

solat yang sempurna itu mencegah diri dari kemungkaran.

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TSH

lama tak update kan...
ok, hari ni ke taman sinar harapan
bermain dan beraktiviti bersama adik2 di sana
alhamdulillah
mereka happy, kami pun happy
hajat kami dan tujuan menghibur adik2 tercapai
alhamdulillah

naah

Saturday, 16 November 2013

DOAKAN AKU

dia bukan masalah bagi aku. masalah aku adalah penerimaan orang sekeliling terhadap perubahan aku. makin cuba berubah, makin banyak mulut yang berkata. kalau membina itu takpe, tapi lebih banyak yang menjatuhkan. ALLAH je tau betapa aku cuma berubah ke arah yang lebih baik. doakan aku. moga tidak lagi kembali seperti dulu.

naah

ALLAH SEBAIK-BAIK TEMPAT MENGADU

rasa bosan dengan hidup. kenapa? xtau camne nak cakap, tapi hakikat semakin dewasa semakin payah menempuh dugaan. ALLAH takkan beri ujian yang tak mampu hambaNYA lalui. yakin dengan itu. tapi, sesekali pasti rasa tak mampu, kan... takpe, ALLAH tempat mengadu.

naah

:)

hari ni, sabtu, program komuniti, di surau flat gelong bilal. mood a bit mess tp in syaa allah aku boleh bertahan hingga tamat waktunya. ikhlaskan hati, mencari saham akhirat.

naah

KAY

kesibukan buat aku lupa seketika hobi aku. masih ada tugasan yang perlu diuruskan. semalam bertemu Kay, melangsaikan urusan yang sememangnya telah lama aku cuba alri. opppssss, bukan hutang kewangan k. hutang hati dan perasaan. Kay nampak lain. kurus, sedikit cengkung, lebih banyak diam tidak seperti kebiasaan. kata2 yang aku atur terus lepas bila nampak dia. semalam dia lebih tenang dari pertemuan kami yang sebelumnya. terasa bersalah. Kay, maafkan aku. aku memikul amanah. amanah yang aku simpan hingga tiba masa seperti yang aku janjikan dengan pemberi amanah tersebut.

maafkan aku.
naah

Sunday, 10 November 2013

ALLAH, JAGA AKU

wahai ALLAH, aku serahkan diriku ini kepadaMU. aku hadapkan wajahku kepadaMU. aku pasrahkan seluruh urusanku kepadaMU.  dan aku kembalikan diriku ini kepadaMU, sambil berharap sekaligus takut akan MU, tidak ada tempat kembali dan memohon selain hanya MU, aku beriman kepada kitab yang KAU turunkan dan kepada nabi yang KAU utuskan.

naah

EXAM - DONE

berlalu sudah paper terakhir bagi sem ni. alhamdulillah. soalan unexpected. masalah kecil kami adalah masa. nasib baik la yang jadi pengawas kami tu baik hati, bagi 5 mins extra. jam 10 pagi tadi berakhirlah seketika stress kami. bermula management, kemudian research, seterusnya osce, medical paper, surgical paper dan last for this sem, mental health paper.

berakhir exam, tugas lain menanti. praktikal perlu diteruskan sehingga cuti sem tiba. tiga kali weekend program community service. dinner management. wow, packed!

i need to loosen down my body. its been too tense lately. kesian badan aku dapat tuan macam ni. so i decided, sabtu ni, lepas program community, aku nk lepak ngan fyda, ara, erry and badrul, enjoying bowling... then, g makan!!!! :)

trying to cheer myself up. well, deep inside me, still blaming for what had happened. knowing him wasn't a mistake but falling for him is a mistake. ah, he'll never be a part of me. ignore. i'll be fine.

allah tahu apa yang diperlukan oleh hamba. tika aku jatuh, erry bertindak sebagai abg aku. thanks to him. dia la tempat aku meluah perasaan. erry, thanks. ko teman, ko sahabat, ko abg.

NAAH

Friday, 8 November 2013

EXAM

1st of all, nk mnta maaf sebab lama xde update. busy exam ckit. hari ni hari kedua exam. semalam medikal. hari ni surgikal. esok xde paper. ahad paper psikiatrik. wish me luck.

naah

Friday, 1 November 2013

CRANBERRIES : ZOMBIE

cranberries : zombie
lagu berkisar berkenaan perperangan
selayaknya lagu ni dihayati oleh semua pihak
sedih dengan keadaan dunia sekarang
nyawa macam xde nilai
darah macam sungai
air mata lebih lebat dari hujan
:(
naah

more

"i know i love u before i met u"
savage garden

lagu

BLUE : BREATHE EASY
dengar dan hayati. its a song of a lost.\
naah

:(

demam ! mood down ! mess ! give up ! alone ! nanges banyak sangat la ni ! nak keluar, hujan plak ! seems like everything goes wrong (pada pandangan mata aku la) . hati rasa kusut . maybe menstrual syndrome kot .
naah

DROWNING

Don't pretend you're sorry 
I know you're not 
You know you got the power 
To make me weak inside 
Girl you leave me breathless 
But it's okay 'cause 
You are my survival 
Now hear me say 
I can't imagine life 
Without your love 
Even forever don't seem 
Like long enough 

'Cause everytime I breathe 
I take you in 
And my heart beats again 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 
Everytime I try to rise above 
I'm swept away by love 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 

Maybe I'm a drifter 
Late at night 
'Cause I long for the safety 
Of flowing freely 
In your arms 
I don't need another life line 
It's not for me 
'Cause only you can save me 
Oh can't you see 
I can't imagine life 
Without your love 
And even forever don't seem 
Like long enough 

'Cause everytime I breathe 
I take you in 
And my heart beats again 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 
Everytime I try to rise above 
I'm swept away by love 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 

Go on and pull me under 
Cover me with dreams, yeah 
Love me mouth to mouth now 
You know I can't resist 
'Cause you're the air 
That I breathe 

Everytime I breathe 
I take you in 
And my heart beats again 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 
Everytime I try to rise above 
I'm swept away by love 
And baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning your love 

Baby I can't help it 
Keep me drowning 
In your love 
I keep drowning 
In your love 
Baby I can't help it 
Can't help it no, no 

'Cause everytime I breathe 
I take you in 
And my heart beats again 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love 
Everytime I try to rise above 
I'm swept away by love 
Baby I can't help it 
You keep me 
Drowning in your love

COPIED BY : NAAH

MORE THAN WORDS

SAYING I LOVE U
IS NOT THE WORDS I WANT TO HEAR FROM U
IT'S NOT THAT I WANT U NOT TO SAY
BUT IF U ONLY KNEW
HOW EASY IT WOULD BE
TO SHOW ME HOW U FEEL
MORE THAN WORDS
IT'S ALL U HAVE TO DO TO MAKE IT REAL
THEN U WOULDN'T HAVE TO SAY
THAT U LOVE ME
COZ I'D ALREADY KNOW
WHAT WOULD U DO
IF MY HEART WAS TORN IN TWO
MORE THAN WORDS TO SHOW U FEEL
THAT'S YOUR LOVE FOR ME IS REAL
WHAT WOULD U SAY
IF I TOOK THOSE WORDS AWAY
THEN U COULDN'T MAKE THINGS KNEW
JUST BY SAYING I LOVE U

ITS MORE THAN WORDS
ITS MORE THAN WHAT U SAY
ITS THE THINGS U DO
OH YEAH
ITS MORE THAN WORDS
ITS MORE THAN WHAT U SAY
ITS THE THINGS U DO
OH YEAH

NOW THAT I'D TRIED TO TALK TO U
AND MAKE U UNDERSTAND
ALL U HAVE TO DO IS
CLOSE YOUR EYES
AND JUST REACH OUT YOUR HANDS
AND TOUCH ME
HOLD ME CLOSE
DONT EVER LET ME GO
MORE THAN WORDS
ITS ALL I EVER NEEDED U TO SHOW
THEN U WOULDN'T HAVE TO SAY
THAT U LOVE ME
COZ I'D ALREADY KNOW
WHAT WOULD U DO
IF MY HEART WAS TORN IN TWO
MORE THAN WORDS TO SHOW U FEEL
THAT'S YOUR LOVE FOR ME IS REAL
WHAT WOULD U SAY
IF I TOOK THOSE WORDS AWAY
THEN U COULDN'T MAKE THINGS KNEW
JUST BY SAYING I LOVE U

COPIED BY : NAAH

FAMILY PORTRAIT

PINK : FAMILY PORTRAIT

mommy please stop crying
i can't stand the sound
your pain is painful
and it tearing me down

i hear glasses breaking
as i sit up in my bed
i told dad u didn't meant
the nasty things u'd said

u fight about money
bout me and my brother
and this i come home too
this is my shelter

it's ain't easy
going up in world war 3
never knowing what love could be
u'll see
i don't want love to destroy me
like it has done my family

can we work it out
can we be a family
i promise i'll be better
mommy i'll do anything

can we work it out
can we be a family
i'll promise i'll be better
daddy please don't leave

daddy please stop yelling
i can't the sound
make mama stop crying
coz i need u around

my mama she loves u
no matter what she says its's true
i know she hurts u
but remember i love u too

i ran away today
ran from the noise
ran away
don't wanna go back to that place
but don't have no choice
no way

it's ain't easy
going up in world war 3
never knowing what love could be
i've seen
i don't want love to destroy me
like it has done my family

can we work it out
can we be a family
i promise i'll be better
mommy i'll do anything

can we work it out
can we be a family
i'll promise i'll be better
daddy please don't leave

in a family portrait
we look pretty happy
let's play pretend
let's act like it comes naturally

i dont wanna have to split the holiday
i dont want two addresses
i dont want a step-brother anyways
and i dont want my mom to have to change her last name

in a family portrait
we look pretty happy
we look pretty normal
let's go back to that

in a family portrait
we look pretty happy
let's play pretend
let's act like it comes naturally

COPIED BY : NAAH