MAKING DECISION

should i tell my mak bout this?
should i share this with my abang?
i guess i already know what will they say....

"ko gila ke???"
"ramai lagi kat luar tu, kenapa dia???"
"ko nak mati ke???"
"hilang akal ke ape ko ni???"
"fikir dulu nak buat keputusan tu."
"ni psal kehidupan orang lain jugak..."

those are my guesses.

my big bro, abang wa,
he juz in the same condition as u.
maybe a bit later than u in making decision.

mak....
u never say anything bout choosing something in my life.
u used to make decisions for me.
kali ni macam mana???

its been a very very very long time since i made my own decision
but still i need guidance.
its about my life,
and also my future.

mak, abang... kakak need somebody to talk, but seems not ready to share.
how come???

naah